I've been kind of good lately. I've managed to spend time with Rachael and Lawrence. IIt's very very hard. Rachael is wonderful sometimes, and terrible at others. Last night we had fun sitting together on the lazy boy enjoying a skinny dipper and whispering to each other. It's the perfect sized ice cream candy for her. 2 nights in a row now she has wanted to go shopping with me. Maybe this weekend. Sunday we most likely will go to the zoo. Tom thinks she'll have more fun there than at the horse show. He's probably right. Plus she'll enjoy the carousel too. Have to make packing lists for Sunday.